[Hermès]

Wow.

This is so much more than just a crush now.

Crap.

I actually love him.

Holy hell.

Like,

I don't do this,

But I have to dedicate both parts of this post for you...

And this is probably one of the most selfish things I've ever said, but

I want you

For myself.

[.Pride]

I hate myself.
I want you for myself but how?
We're both chickens.
I always wonder how this will end.
I want to disappear and to stay at the same time.
Haiz
It's just... your smile.

[.Pride]

I miss you.
Although I can just send you messages, this is so stupid...

[.Pride]

I still miss you.
It was lucky that I could stop thinking about you after I confess to you, but still.
I wish I wasn’t being so powerless.

Anw, happy new year.

[.Pride]

And I’m sorry I let things end like this.
I’m just not who you think I am.