[Do No Evil]

Feel free to join in
There's barely more than three people speaking at any given time.

talking about philosophy or robot is a breath of fresh air

.......and I just notice there is a "Fantasia" tab in our profile
What's that all about ? A forum-scale RR game ?

[Scarlet Lady]

RPG actually, but I'm not interested
btw, wanna brag that a student's parents came yesterday to thank me
they said it was the first time seeing the daughter eager to go to school and to do homework > w <

[Do No Evil]

Nice !
Must be because of those game I recommended you eh ? Eh ?

It's the little things like this that can keep you going

[Scarlet Lady]

Thank you *gives you a flower*

[ZenjitsuOshan]

Nothing complicated anyway, its just a roundabout way of saying "robots just have a more simple pattern of reasoning, 'if A is X then hugs'.
Instead of human's "Death Note" kind of mindgame."

That's amazing, the enthusiasm of a young teach is always really contagious huh.
Seems backward, but dont give it too much of your all tho, because that will tire you out faster. Try to be balanced. Good teach, bad cop; good cop, bad teach.

[Do No Evil]

He is already close enough to her to give her a lift home
she usually only take the bus

Once again I have failed myself.

[Cigarette]

Nah, maybe there's just no reason to refuse the offer. Taking bus is always a pain, you see. But regardless, he's few step ahead of you.

How about this... I talk to the girl I've been interested in recently, you talk to yours?

Nothing complicated anyway, its just a roundabout way of saying "robots just have a more simple pattern of reasoning, 'if A is X then hugs'.

The author of the famous 3 robotic laws disagrees. Apparently, in his works, robots behaved rationally irrational.

The 3 robotic laws also suggest that robots are not expendable: self-preservation come in third priority.

[Do No Evil]

She asked him to give her a ride home, he didn't offer her.

as you know how mental I am, I do my best to not show any emotion ever. You know, keeping it "professional".
I didn't make any move.
all it took was some small talk and PMs on Facebook. But I couldn't do that.

Only one more week, I am growing increasingly detached to everyone else.
It seem I'm trying to erase myself again, like I always did.

It's over. The moment I saw they getting close I already believe my own lies.

This is not about happiness and more like an exercise in psychological torture that I inflicted on myself.

[ZenjitsuOshan]

....

Next thing you know, he's also packing for Australia.

Hah...
This shit is old, we've both been there, know better.
You said it urself, its poisoning you, make you seeing things. And it only get worse.
They probably arent that close yet, he's just taking initiative.

Well, if you cant drag urself to do something, hang in there for 9 days more then. But longer you are exposed to this, the more impact ur infatuation has.
At least try to ignore or avoid them (blatantly passive-aggressive if needed to, vent it somehow, for fk's sake.) if you arent comfortable?
Oh, and i suppose there wont be classes until Tuesday?

[Do No Evil]

Well you know what they say, third time's the charm.

My eternal love for loli will carry me through this time.
I will learn from my mistake. I failed this time because I hesitated.
Next time, I will make sure that I set things straight.
Yeah, next time.

But this is good too. I never know I still have this feel in me. I thought I can't feel anything anymore.

Edit:
Today is the last class. Next week is all test.
I skipped class today, and spend the evening camping in front of a junior high school during after school hours.

Do you know that most junior high school girls have to wear glasses these days ? I count more than 3/4 of them with glasses.
Poor children, and they look so cute with glasses too.